i wonder when our efforts would bear fruit. and i wonder how much more would we have to go on. it's really tiring. the journey thus far has been nothing short of arduous and painful. and as for now, my short-term goal would be to clear the a-levels without any guilt, which is more or less quite an unreachable one already. and as for today, i probably reminded myself of how everyone's struggling so hard to keep up, for lit and also for jap. i'm just feeling really inadequate now, since it's already a fact that no matter what i do now, or how much effort i put in, would come to naught since the level is way up there. i'm feeling pretty fked up right now. yea, and i really don't feel like talking to anyone too.
something's been on my mind for a really long time, and i haven't been able to tell anyone about it. i don't know who i can talk to about it. and i'm not even sure if i wanna share anything further. i'm not sure.
on another note, yonghui linked me this.
｢ジャジャジャジャン～!｣ 9:26 PM
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merlion / Thursday, July 9, 2009
yonghui linked me this. =D
｢ジャジャジャジャン～!｣ 11:30 PM
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/ Tuesday, July 7, 2009
i wasn't born to entertain all these shit you've been giving me. and thanks for calling me sensitive, when you don't even freaking realise how much of an asshole you've been. i'm no longer the little boy who's just gonna sit around, shut up and tolerate all your nonsense. expect me to walk out on all of you, because that's just what i'm going to do.
now just get out of my sight, and shut the f up.
｢ジャジャジャジャン～!｣ 4:21 PM
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i played 5 tekken games today =D / Thursday, July 2, 2009
<3
｢ジャジャジャジャン～!｣ 11:06 PM
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sit down, shut up / Tuesday, June 30, 2009
i was damn tired already after history and econs today, and when i thought i could get some sleep on the bus before i return home to mug, i just had to be faced with a whole bus full of people who sat only on the outside or having their bags on the seat beside them. then there was this guy who was asleep who was openly airing his jewels like he wanted to get them tanned. and he was freaking pretending to be asleep. and aboard came this woman with her almost-teen daughter, who was whining and whining and whining.
besides being extremely noisy, she kept complaining about her bus ride on another bus was met with an extremely ridiculous lady who complained that she bumped into her because the bus was jerking and stuff. AND THEN SHE FREAKING COMPLAINED AND WHINED ABOUT IT FOR THE REST OF MY BUS TRIP. i totally couldn't sleep, and then she starting PULLING OTHERS IN INTO HER LONG-DRAWN RANTING/WHINING/BITCHING. she started pointing and looking at me, saying stuff like how you expect me not to bump into you if people like him sit until like that? wtf, please take a look at the guy beside me, look between his legs if you want to, and then sympathise with me. and for God's sake, a girl behind her actually OFFERED the window seat to her, but she declined, JUST SO SHE COULD REMAIN STANDING AND THEN WHINE ABOUT HOW RIDICULED SHE FELT ON HER PREVIOUS BUS TRIP. her daughter was so darn embarassed by her antics on the bus and almost everyone was looking at her. why are there such stupid people? can't you just freaking get a seat, complaint once, then shut the f up, and not drag others into your whining?
i swore i would've taken a video and posted it on stomp to show how great her lung capacity was. she almost didn't need to stop to inhale before uttering the next sentence. and yet she was complaining that the woman who complained about her was utterly unreasonable and boisterous, when she doesn't even bother to take a good look at herself.
i don't know what else i could say about her but nevertheless it was quite a good show, since her theatrics were extremely interesting to watch.
talk about juvenile infantile behaviour.
｢ジャジャジャジャン～!｣ 9:21 PM
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Attitudes and Feelings Both Desirable and Sometimes Secretive / Sunday, June 28, 2009
Attitudes and Feelings Both Desirable and Sometimes Secretive! TOP-FUEL BREAD! DIGESTS WELL!
EPISODE 1
EPISODE 2
EPISODE 3
EPISODE 4
EPISODE 5
don't you just love k-dramas? =D
｢ジャジャジャジャン～!｣ 1:15 AM
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i <3 japanese youtube / Friday, June 26, 2009
i chanced upon this video on youtube. =D
"This is a pen." XDDDDDD and look at how he freaked out when dakota fanning kissed him on the cheek hahahahahaha.
and then there's this cute japanese boy who experienced rejection at the early age of 2. XD
and there's also the ring prank!
on a side note, i just saw the news this morning that michael jackson is gone... well... what should i say, some of his songs were really really good. and he'll be remembered forever. =)
